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It is so nice to be home! The atmosphere feels so much cleaner and healthier. I feel like anyone I know that I haven’t seen in a long time should be hugged. Anyway, I should be getting back to the story. I walk into my room and I see anyone who could make it standing right there in front of me. I see Jace, Chester, Mike, Belda, Liam, Meredith, George, Christina and Starz. I rush into each of their arms happily. Thank God they were all still alive. Jace hugs me again and I realize something, he’s crying. Everyone else is looking away trying to ignore what is happening in this moment of silence. “Everything is going to be okay.” I whisper into his ear. It seems to make him hold on tighter. I feel stupid saying those words because everything can change in a second. It’s hard to consider that a lie or the soon to be truth we can’t believe just yet. After a bit of a small party it was time for one of my favorite things to have, roommate time with Meredith and George. They have been going through the hardest time lately. Oh how I’d missed them so. Especially George because Jinx isn’t around and he’s pretty much the next best thing. George and I are sitting in the living room talking while Meredith gets some zzz’s. We do this way too much. “You seem….different.” George tells me. I knew that this mission had really changed my life. All I do is look into the fire and ignore his words. “I’m really sorry if all of this stuff going on is confusing you. All of you.” My eyes still not meeting his. Ever since the mission and what happened with Anakin/Vader I feel weird talking to anyone. This was just another habit to break. ‘Til Later Tash *Back Home!!!!*