Wake

I see Anakin. Everything around him is a blur. All I see is him and me. He is falling. I can't say anything to him, I can't help, I just stand silently. It seems like nothing is even wrong with him, I can just feel something eating him up inside though. There is no guilt, there is no pain, but there is fear. I was feeling the same way. It was like we were the same person. I have fear for my baby, he has fear for his, he misses his loved one, I miss mine, he feels sick on the inside, I do too. I collapse. I don't cry, I don't scream. I just sit and stare.

"Trader." I whisper. I than regret I said that because it'll make me admit a strange hidden truth. One that I didn't even know existed, at the same time I felt it.

I hear a scream, I didn't scream, I didn't see Anakin scream. It is a piercing one that makes my ears sting.

I suddenly am in a different place throwing one of my hands into the air.

I finally awake. One of the wourst dreams I've ever had. I knew it wasn't one of my dreams of a friend being tortured. They might have been torturing me.

I didn't know how I didn't know why.

My hair was wet and clinging to my neck.

I had been crying in my sleep again.

I had to let this dream go.

* * *

I grab my suitcase I take on every mission.

I pull all my clothes inside it slowly.

I knew exactly where my heart was telling me to go.

There was a planet that was suffering more than most in this war.

Meteora.

Chancellor Palpatine had told the counsel I was going on a mission.

This was the only one my heart would force me to go on.

Starz jumps into my suitcase on top of my favorite Linkin Park tee shirt.

"Starz... you know you're coming with me." I say in a whining voice.

Starz nods and jumps on top of his favorite pillow on the coach.

I pick him and the pillow up walking out the temple doors.

Jinx, George, Chester, Mike and Meredith are already standing outside waiting for me.

"Are you sure you're going to be okay?" They ask for the upteenth time.

I nod. "I'm fine!"

I walk up the ramp into the sheep.

These people need someone. Now!

To be continued...